想象

在生活当中会许许多多的困难
不管婴儿，小孩，少年少女，年轻人，大人，或老人
统统都有问题
这就叫生活
就算你是有钱人，皇帝也是一样。。。。
个人有个人的问题
但不同的是你如何解决问题。。。。
下次再聊。。。

kene lg

pagi td dh la kene ngan bos, ckp aku ni xphm,aku mg xdpt tngkp pe die ckp, so nk bt caner.
pttla if die xkisah pun if aku nk benti, lg die ske, lgpn msti die ckp byr sia2 je kat aku tp xreti bt keje.
sdh aku dgr,
then td lak suh aku wat keje, tah cane nk terang, aku juga yg kene,
g blik die, haji tnyer nape, then die ckp, aku mg camtu, xphm ke saya xreti nk terangkan, pastu bla bla bla....
skit tau ati aku dgr, aku pun manusia....
aku xtau pe nk jd ngan otak aku, mcm ssh nk phm orng ckp.
kene g x-ray la kot.

040510

11.33am...
br pas kene mrh,
setau aku bos aku xde pun suh tmpl kertas kat blakang sampul, skrg nk tuduh aku aku lupa plak, slh die then nk tolak kat aku..
sakit ati je..
aku tau msti die ckp aku ni dh keje lm tp camtu jg, xpndi uruskan..
dh la perut aku skit pagi2 td.
tah sb pe,nk pengsan pun ade, tmbh lg skit kpla plak tu..
asyik aku je yg disalahkan..
xde mod nk keje , xthn aku camni, dpt bos bengong, ckp pn slalu slh...
skit je ati ni...

22/4/10 - 8:42AM

time tu aku dh lm g keje, n mg t'lpa bw hp, bl blik dpt msj dr tut.......

akak bg duit ganti rugi beli ubat gigi baru & seluar dlm.Xpyhla nak
mengata2 lg.
Ttg cincin ana 2, adik jgn lupa akak pun kena.
Kalu xtunjuk kat die beg kita tentu dia lg syak.
Cubalah fikir sikit.

Ini yg aku bls.

Klu btl nk check xpyhla ko yg bka, aku sndr bka pn blh,klu nm pn kaki penipu
smpi bl2 pn xubh2,igt aku xtau ke korang ngumpt aku,aku dgr la time tu,aku ngs dlm blik die je,xde niat len pn,mlt ko yg mlakn dl,bl aku ckp tau plak mrh..lg 1,klu dh
ckp psl s.dlm xyah nk 2kar tpik,bl aku ckp tau plak mrh,mg pdn mka pn..2nmnye dh tau slh xnk ngaku pas2 ckp psl bnda len nk cover slh.dh tau b'slh 2 ngaku je la,ini nk 2kar tpik len nk knekan aku..xpyhla..bt bzr air liu je.

pas dpt msj die tnjk kat s2, siap tnjk msj n bc kuat2,

then perang lg r.....

smpi bpa aku tgur.

nk taip mls, sb xde privasi.

22/4/2010 - 7lbh

Pagi2 dh bt aku pns,
ade ke s aku pki s.dlm aku
pstu bl tnyer ckp xtau, xke nek angin
bknyer nk tnyr dl, pastu nk tkr tpik
aku pn dh lp pe die ckp,

aku : bis tu dl yg tdh adk cri cincin ana, smpi check beg adk
kata mak die bg, dh jmp ke cncn tu?

s toyol : ala... (tau die slp tu, sb tu ckp ala..mg tiap kl camtu)
kwn ngan a, smpi snggp ktuk kluarge sndri

aku : cite psl s.dlm, tb2 nk tkr tpik lak
nape xsrh je org tua tu blikan, kete pn nk abg sndr byrkn
luar je nmpk bek tp 2x5.

s toyol : jgn nk melampau.

aku : yg ko tkr tpik tu pesal, sape yg bt dl, aku ckp psl s.dlm je.
klu xde $ tu jd pngmis je, xpn mnt kt org tua tu.
(mls nk lyn sb nk g kje, if x, gdh bsr r dh)
(xsdr dr, rmps suami org, dh ade ccu pun, xtau mlu!)

Pd sape2 yg bc ni if xde s.dlm ke, brs gg ke, g la mnta $ kat sape2 ckp nk
bli, jgn bt org skit ati, amik tnpe kbnrn pstu nk plgkn blik brg yg dh pki, if bju, tdung ke xpe, ni bnd yg pkaian tuk dlm,
who wants? even dh cci sklipun..

pk2 kan la...

aku bnci dpt s toyol cmni.

Pdh

pdh

Itula ungkapan yg aku luahkn
baru balik keje ade je brite xbek psl aku,
citenyer sb mak aku tlg kemaskan bilik,
aku duk sebilik ngan s2
mak tlg pindh almri aku sb kps hlng
s lak bt duno je, aku dh gtau kat die
pas pki cermin kps tu alh blik kt cermn
supya seng aku nk amik bj..ni xdie wt duno je
pastu nk mrh2 mk aku.
s1 lak td bk wkimapia sb bpa nk tgk jln, tah pe
s1 n s2 ngumpt tb2 ckp bp syg sgt kat aku
pe slh aku, dh bpa aku syg lbh xkan aku nk tlak
ksh syg bpa t'hdp ank?
dorang tu spm xpas, pastu xsmbng bljr,
aku spm pas, then de smbng bljr amik dip,ni bln 6 konvo n kbtln arijd aku lak.
pe dosa aku kat dorng smpi sk kutuk blkng aku?
skrg sdara yg girl mcm xsk lyn aku, dorang lbh sk lyn s..
aku tau la aku xlw, xpe2 ade ubi ade batas, ade ari aku bls..
klu le aku nk kuar dr umh n keje kat l.ngra sng
xde spe pn nk ktuk2 aku n aku xign nk jd adk dorang!

Hijrah..

Tahun ni sometimes adalh thun lucky aku, sometime medurun
sekrg atiku pdh bgi d;tikam pisau ke jntng
rmi org yg m'nyurh ku berubh
ati ku b'kt bend yg sm
nmun klu xde $ pn pyh
nk bli brg makeup la
bju, suar
ingt free
dorang sng2la suh aku ubh imj
nk bt tu pyh, dorng xpk
klu aku krus, tiap ari nk pki jeans
...............................
ati ku ingn b'hjrh ke singapore ml kan khdpn bru
d'sna ade mber yg le mnlg..
aku xsnggp lg trus d'ktk olh org.....
skit....skit...skit.....
Allah sj yg tau......

Skit ati, mkn ati, mti2 kne kutuk.

Sakit ati aku,
sdp2 je d'ktuk
dh aku bljr bkn bdang tu
bos aku pn 1
dpan ckp mcm pjk semt xmti
kwn2 die lak ktk2 aku
ckp aku xpndi wat keje
si "L" lg pndai
dh die study bdng tu mgla
sume slh aku
aku jg d'prslahkn
xbackup aku pn
aku tngu je msnyer
dhla xbg training
pastu nk trus je bg prjk bsar
last2 aku jg yg kene
drng xde otk ke nk pk?

Jalan2

arini mostly kuar ngan bos bt keje n cr keje..
dlam kete bos memang banyak sembang2
crite pasal hal die n kawan2 die.
adalah sorang kawe tu bila susah cri die, bl senang ghaib macam antu...
so bos pun kecik ati la, dh la satu sekolah lg, sape yang xterasa..

petang lak dalm kul 3lbh if not mistake g jumpe klien pasal
toner, company kitorang supply toner, repair pc, buat umah, repair umah,
even ruber stamp pun kitorang tempah...

masalah nyer time jumpe kaku aku nk bercakap, walhal pompuan,
aku pun ckp pendek2 je, bab komunikasi mg aku fail sb xde kemahiran langsung
ckp pn mcm gagap,
malu tu pun mg ade
umu dah 22 tp bab nk komunicate kantoi
mcm mn nk belajar cr2 komunikasi?.......

Lyrics 2PM - Heartbeat (Translation)

Can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it’s beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it’s no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i’m holding on to you and can’t let go.
it still feels like you’re next to me.
i can’t believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can’t open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there’s no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn’t my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this
listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain’t coming
she’s gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won’t come back. she doesn’t think of you.

she doesn’t know that i’m waiting for her, she’s doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can’t i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster

Lyrics 2PM - Heartbeat (KANJI)

Can you feel my heartbeat?

Heartbeat... Heartbeat...
니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고
있어 그것도 너를 향해

잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도
새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도
계속 다시 또 다시
돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지
안 할래 그만할래
아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래
봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내
심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜

왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을
하는지
머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지
맘대론지
너를 잡고 놓지를 못해 지금도 니가
나의 곁에
있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못해

누굴 만나도 마음 속 한곳은
열지 못하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔
올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고
왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니

Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s waiting for you
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라
왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s waiting for you
너의 생각에 아직도 아파
가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나

잊어야 해 잊어야 살수 있어
지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면
내가 죽어
Stop trying to get her back, she ain’t coming
She’s gone, gotta be moving on
갔어 오지 않아 그년 니 생각 하지
않아

그녀는 내가 기다리는걸
전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어
그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히
지웠어
왜 나는 그렇게 못하니

Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s waiting for you
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라
왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s waiting for you
너의 생각에 아직도 아파
가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나

My heart is beating...
Faster and faster
My heart is beating...
Faster and faster
My heart is beating...
Faster and faster
My heart is beating...
Faster and faster